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❝ Hi, this is Xion. I'm busy right now, but if you leave a message, I promise I'll get back to you as soon as I can. ❞

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[GET READY FOR WEIRDNESS]

A boy named Sora. I was created from his memories. When I was created, his strongest memory was of a girl named Kairi. I look just like her.

I was made to become Sora, so that the Organization could use me. Sora could collect hearts, and the Organization wanted to be able to control someone with that power.

But then Roxas came along.

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[ineuphony]

Roxas...? What does he have to do with it?

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He's Sora's Nobody. Both Roxas and I shared Sora's energy, and we were essentially fighting for it without knowing. So by just existing, I was killing him. —It's not like that anymore, though. Both of us can exist here without harming the other.

Anyway, the Organization didn't need both of us. Because of Sora, Roxas could collect hearts, too, but... they couldn't control him. But they could control me. I was just a puppet, a pawn in their game.

I ran into Riku on a mission one day. He helped me realize I needed to go back to Sora. I left the Organization and stayed with him for a while. During that time, he became a very good friend of mine.

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[ineuphony]

[THIS STORY IS VERY EMO, XION. But...she sits quietly and continues to listen.]

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[SHE'S A SQUARE-ENIX TEENAGER, SHE'S MADE OF EMO]

Eventually, I met Naminé. She told me that, because Sora's memories inside me were what made me... if I was to give those memories back to Sora, everyone would forget about me. It would be like I never existed.

That's what ended up happening. I turned into a monster, and I had Roxas eliminate me. Roxas had a chance to bring the Organization down; that wasn't my job. The memories that made me up went back to Sora. I was gone, and so was the fact that I ever existed. But the memories were still there, even if I wasn't; I remembered for everyone else. And I was okay with that.

When I came here, it... took people a while, but eventually, they remembered me, too. [her face falls.] Everyone except Riku. He hasn't remembered me. And since he hasn't, and he's been here for a while... he probably will never remember me.

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[ineuphony]

Xion...

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[she looks down at her hands for a while. deep breaths, she tells herself.]

[she eventually looks back up with an apologetic smile on her face.]

I'm sorry. That was probably a lot to take in, all at once.

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[ineuphony]

[She shakes her head and flashes her a smile.]

No, it's alright. But I am sorry.

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[recidivated]

...It's all right. I'll find a way to deal with it. I can remember that time for the both of us, even if he can't.

And we can make new memories together.

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[ineuphony]

[She smiles softly.]

That's a positive outlook.

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I try.

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[ineuphony]

I think everything will work out just fine, Xion.

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[she laughs softly.]

I'd be contradicting myself if I didn't say yes.

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[ineuphony]

[Smile for my best friend!]

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...Thanks, Maka.

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[ineuphony]

Hey, it's what friends do.

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You don't think any differently of me now, do you?

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[ineuphony]

Of course I don't.

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I'm glad.

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[ineuphony]

We'll always be friends.

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It's funny how easily I can say that to other people, but I always doubt myself when it comes to what people think of me.

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[ineuphony]

[She giggles.]

I do the same thing.

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You do?

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[ineuphony]

Of course.

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...That makes me feel better.